Since my life went to shit exactly one year ago today…I’d like to thank Britney Spears for helping me make it through one of the hardest years of my life.
For the people that were there for me throughout everything I dealt with-thank you. You mean the world to me. For the people that sold me out, screwed me over, or went out of their way to be cruel to me-fuck you.
Even on my lowest days, I’m a badass chick.
(Source: insideofhim)
Suffering is not enough. Life is both dreadful and wonderful… How can I smile when I am filled with so much sorrow? It is natural— you need to smile to your sorrow because you are more than your sorrow.Thich Nhat Hanh (via halcyonicpursuit)
This man & his teachings have saved my life. When I ‘converted’ 2 years ago, I went to many different sanghas, but the one using the teachings of Thich Nhat Hanh was the one I connected with the most.
I make pneumonia look hot. (Not really, but I’m telling myself that.)
Guise! Guess why I’ve had lung/breathing issues all week. C’mon, guess. Did you guess pneumonia? If so, you’re right. There was an actual reason for how crappy I’ve been feeling.
(This is Ginger pretending to not be pissed off at her body at the moment.)
For example, many victims report that pictures of the event flash through their mind, even when they don’t want them to or when they try not to have the thought. These kinds of experiences—of having a frightening thought “invade” their mind—seems to be virtually uncontrollable at times and can certainly make it difficult to concentrate. This adds to the feeling many victims have of not being in control of their own lives. Furthermore, many people may have nightmares or “night terrors” (in which they wake up crying but cannot recall what they were dreaming about) related to the event. They feel that, even while asleep, they are not safe from frightening thoughts. These kinds of intrusive thoughts, images, and dreams may lead a victims to think they are “going crazy” since they does not seem to be able to control their minds.
It is very important to know that these reactions are not abnormal! Very stressful, traumatic events can often lead to these kinds of reactions.
I legit think I’m going crazy sometimes. I freak out without fully knowing WHY I am freaking out. I normally end up figuring out what set me off, but quite often it takes hours…or days to realize just what started me down my ‘bad’ road, so in the meantime I honestly tend to feel like I’ve gone crazy.
That’s a full day in my world…
Change whiskey to chocolate & here I am.
(via oh-nicoke)
Asked by: feelinghellastabby
When I cannot sleep this is the kind of message that makes me smile all cheesy-like.
I’m reblogging myself. Deal with it.
If you register you can give me 10 votes at once. 10 votes are pretty cool. Voting for me is cool. My name is in the ‘Entertainer of the Year’, ‘Adult Feature Entertainer of the Year’, & ‘Club Favorite Feature of the Year’ sections. Voting ends May 31. See…I’m only gonna torture y’all with ‘vote for me’ things for about a week.
I won’t hate you if you reblog this. Nope. Won’t hate you one bit.
Law and Order: SVU it is!
Because that’s what we do on Fridays.
(via cincodegayo)
This weekend pretty much makes me hate everything all over again. I’m going to describe how I’m feeling via .gif. They convey things nicely.
