• 18th April
    2014
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And 4 years ago today somebody decided to start a war with me.

Guess what, motherfucker, I’m apparently ‘stronger’ than you thought I was, because I’m still here. I may not be the same person I was back then, and I may be covered in the injuries of war, but I’m still standing. 

So fuck you. Fuck you you cowardly asshole. Fuck. You. 

No matter how bad it hurts, no matter how many times I want to give up, I won’t. If for no other reason than I’m not letting you win this war. And if there’s an endgame type situation for all this, bring it on, motherfucker.

  • 17th April
    2014
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4 years ago today you were taken from me and I will never forgive myself for that.

It should’ve been me and I know it should’ve been me. I wish it was me instead of you and I”m so, so sorry that I wasn’t here to take that pain. 

I’m sorry I didn’t jump right back on that plane as soon as I got the feeling in the pit of my stomach that something terrible had happened. I’m sorry I was too naive to see something awful was coming when things got too ‘normal’. I’m sorry I didn’t make it home in time. I’m sorry I wasn’t here. I’m so sorry you felt the pain that was meant for me.

I’m sorry.

  • 16th April
    2014
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And you tried to change, didn’t you? Closed your mouth more. Tried to be softer, prettier, less volatile, less awake… You can’t make homes out of human beings. Someone should have already told you that. And if he wants to leave, then let him leave. You are terrifying, and strange, and beautiful. Something not everyone knows how to love.
For Women who are difficult to love, Warshan Shire (X)

(Source: findecita, via aricles)

  • 15th April
    2014
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In general, people are not drawn to perfection in others. People are drawn to shared interests, shared problems, and an individual’s life energy. Humans connect with humans. Hiding one’s humanity and trying to project an image of perfection makes a person vague, slippery, lifeless, and uninteresting.
Robert Glover (via creatingaquietmind)

(Source: psych-quotes, via creatingaquietmind)

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